The choice

 

When I asked my teacher Moses: what is Creation? This is the answer I received:
“Creation is not a plan, Creation is action based on existing material. For example, sewing a dress! Dear child, you must identify the tools, meaning, identify the material you have at your disposal, scissors, needle and thread. All these exist and are at your disposal.
Identify those parts of yourself that enable you to sew a dress, define them for yourself; be certain of their existence because your lack of confidence and belief shapes the search for the dress. The moment you identify the tools at your disposal you will know how to turn them into a dress.
You know how to sew a dress; you have already made one in the past; you sometimes don’t know how to see that the materials are right in front of you, on the table.
The material is the choice whereas the scissors are the knowledge of boundaries according to measure. The thread is the binding communication and the needle, the needle is the ability to blend, permeate; the needle touches and allows the binding thread to be.
The choice of material, dear child, has great importance.
Some material is sparkling, decorative and ornate…
Some material has fresh joyful colors…
Some material is pleasant and comfortable…
Some material is clinging and holds fast…
Some material is unique…
Some material is weak and sometimes frays …
Some material is prickly and requires a lining…
Some material suits the season…
And some material has a color that goes with your eyes, material that caresses and its long lasting quality is classic and always suitable; this is your material; when you hold it against you and it goes with your eyes, know that you can begin the sewing process. The material does not create you, but enables you to see yourself.
A material that makes you feel happy and fresh, that feels pleasant, a material that is not limiting and does not fray, material that suits all seasons, that  emphasizes your beauty and does not create it. Material that is yours.”
The words of Moses made me realize that in every process of creation I must study the materials at my disposal and, through them, take action.
I understood that I had to focus on my choice. I again studied my life and initiated the mechanism of choice in every sphere. My work fulfills and satisfies me; I am grateful for the right to earn a living from my mission. I studied my body, it is round and feminine; I am uncomfortable and uneasy when I make an effort to be thin. I don’t enjoy this. I have found my optimal body weight. A weight that is comfortable and easy for my body to maintain without effort.
I studied my friends, renewed my choice. I have chosen to be surrounded by friends who inspire my life positively. I chose to release those who created difficulty for me.
I studied my personal life, surrounded by love and male courtship. I have chosen for the moment not to settle down or seek a man for a full partnership because I am not yet ready for a full partnership and I would be seeking what I would not find. I have chosen partial relationships and every Sabbath I study my choices and sanctify them. I always give myself the choice of accepting or changing what exists and, most important of all, I am attentive and connected to my creation of the material that goes with my eyes, to the choice.

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